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Meet my latest creations...

They've made me very happy.

:)

( Note: These pictures do not do them any justice....really)

"Beautiful Chaos"

20 x 16 Canvas

"bird"

9 x 12 Hard Canvas

"Timeless"
11 x 14 Hard Canvas

" Over Growth"

9 x 12 Hard Canvas

Chopped.

So.

I can't upload the other Utah pictures.

Technical difficulties.

Suck. :(

Anywho...

So. I cut my hair

After getting out of the shower one day,

I was admiring my beautiful spilt ends...

had a manic moment...

grabbed scissors...

CHOPPED THOSE SUCKERS OFF!

It was glorious.

I now have split end free hair.

Its shorter, yes...short hair isn't sexy...

but I will take "cute" for now.

:)

Ps. Parkie and I went on an "Adventure"....

Oh. Happy. Day.

Sisters.

So I have three sisters.

Lauren(20) Stacey(19) Jenni(17)

We are very close.

We decided to take a road trip.

A 13 hour road trip!

Utah or bust!

Our Adventure began...at 4am.

I was the first to drive. Woo!

Oh Caffeine, how I love thee!

Luckily Stacey stayed up with me

We danced from Fresno to Barstow.

;)

I think this was an inspired trip.

I never thought we could possibly become closer.

We bonded. Alot. We fought. Often.

But, each fight ended in tears and sorry's.

It was kinda beautiful.

I love my sisters to my core.

They make me, Me.

My sisters aren't afraid to tell me how it is,

They aren't afraid to cuddle me when I'm down,

I am their biggest fan.

I need them.

I feel rejuvenated.

More about "The trip" tomorrow.

:)))

Oh Brooke,

It's ok to come out of hiding.

Push your way through those dark stormy clouds,

things are getting better.

Soon your days will be full of happiness and hope.

Lets not be afraid.

Don't run.

Don't run from our past.

Don't run from fear.

Please, don't run from love.

Brooke, I know things get tough.

You're strong, so be strong.

Ask for help.

You are NEVER alone.

Embrace these choices you've made.

Step it up.

If not for you, for Parkie.

He needs us.

Now not later.

Lets remember why you are here.

Never forget it.

People need you.

You need yourself.

Oh. Brooke.

Learn to love yourself.

Again, do it for Parkie.

It's ok to take off the mask.

We love you...for you.

Surrender.

Where's a white rabbit when you need one?

Oh life.

I'm exhausted.

How bout some help?

Life, remind me why I am here.

Please.

Change is good. I think? It will be. I hope.

Oh where has my smile gone?

Laugh please come back.

Can someone please point me to

the nearest rabbit hole

so I can get the hell out of here.

Take me to my safe place.

Away.

In my mind.

Confused?

I bet you all are.

I'm sorry.

In time I will explain.

I am getting out of this rut.

Right now.

Parkie needs me.

I need our adventures.

I'm back.

mad.sister.indeed.

I really needed a good laugh today.
Then I came across this picture of my sister.

Baahaha!

I nearly fell out of my chair and piddled in my pants.
This picture was for a school project.
"Jenni the Science Lady" to be exact.

Hilarious.

My family is most def. MAD.
But I wouldn't have it any other way.

;)

changes.

A lot has been going on lately and I'm not quite ready to blog about these "adventures"
I wanted to let all of you know that I am still alive.
Barely.
Life is becoming increasingly rough and I wouldn't want
to rub my negativity off on you lovelies.

So until then, you will all be missed. :(